At the risk of sounding corny, I have to say that Success TMS saved my life.
I don’t rely on fantasizing about suicide for comfort anymore, which is no wild for me because I honestly never thought I would make it this far. I’ve always been afraid to heal from the emotional pain I’ve been experiencing for the past ten years. I don’t know who I am without it. It’s scary but I’m figuring it out as I go.
I’m no longer searching for validation from others, and I now know that I can experience actual happiness. This sh** is crazy.
I’ve been measuring my mood based on how often/loudly I sing along with the radio when I’m alone in my car. I say ‘alone’ because I know it’s not performative happiness so that other people don’t suspect the actual mood. I sing along with the radio almost every time I drive now.
I don’t excuse myself to go to the bathroom for a ‘cry break’ as I call them, and I’m not as emotionally fragile/sensitive anymore. I’m getting a lot better at seeing things through instead of giving up if things get boring/difficult.
I wouldn’t be here, alive, more at peace, without TMS treatment.
Thank you to everyone involved in my recovery process. ♥